Good bye 2010.
And good riddance.
2010 was not a good year for me.
So here's to 2011.
A new year.
A new start.
And my word for 2011: enjoy.
When I look back over this past year not alot of joy comes to mind. Yes, good things did happen, like our sweet little Kellen joining our family, but overall the year was well, not great.
My word for 2010 seems to have been survive.
And I'm not just talking about the toys that litter our home. Or the 2 year old who constantly gets yogurt and cottage cheese and sour cream and cookies and cereal all over. Or the 1st grader who now throws jumping up and down tantrums. Or the preschooler who flips out over anything. Or even that sweet little baby who still wakes up every night between 4 and 6 am. Or the running kids to and from school and the weekly YW activities and the never-ending piles of laundry and dirty dishes and the endless unfinished projects I've started. Or the look of disappointment on the hubs face when yet again, there is no dinner or even an idea of what to even have for dinner. Yes, these contribute to my survival mode, but they are not the cause. I am the cause. As I thought what my *theme* for this new year should be, the word simplify came to mind. It's a great word. And definitely something I need to work on. But I realized that despite all my efforts, I have a lot going on. And not much I can really cut out. So last night, as I layed awake in bed thinking through this past year, it came to me. My life is busy, it's hard, and not always what I want it to be. And I can't change that. What can I change? I can change me. I can change my state of mind.
So here's to 2011 and here's to enjoying it.
Here's to enjoying my callings as a Young Women leader and a Visiting Teacher. Or whatever they may be.
Here's to enjoying my hobbies in whatever little time I have to spare.
Here's to enjoying my what my home as to offer.
Here's to enjoying my kids. In all aspects.
Here's to enjoying my time with my husband.
Here's to enjoying my life as it is.
I know it's not going to be easy. But I have to try.